Insomnia

I get insomnia again this night. Why it is happened recently days. yes, it’s because my final project, I don’t know what to do but I still thinking of it. its about my future… am I capable to do everything that I expect to myself?? life is so harsh recently days, I want to cry but no time, no place, and no person  that give me rest to cry, so it become a rope that bond me too tight, until I can’t breathe, I expect I would be die…. Cant be tough anymore… I cry loud in my insomnia